At about 9 years old, something happened. Because you had to sort of work on your masturbate the whole length of a TV show, or if something ok came on after the one you started on, the thing you were jerking off to wasnt always on in every scene, so you had to sort of keep the little fella alive until she came back on again and try to finish. This could take quite some time. Instead of waiting for Marsha or Cindy to have a scene, I started to say… well fuck it and finish to the mom or Alice… or Mrs Howell instead of Ginger or Mary Ann. Uh oh, I’m starting to fantasize about the less good looking chicks in my shows. My friends. My dad. Nobody could find out about this.
Something else started to happen, I started to notice girls in real life that I liked. Lisa, in one of my classes was cute but I remembered she shit her pants in class in 3rd grade and I couldnt get over it. But this other girl that just moved to town, Christie. Wow, she’s perfect. She became my new Wilma. I started coming up with scenarios of how she could become mine. Kind of like in the movie A Christmas Story, though that came out a bit later. But when I saw the movie, I realized that other people do this too. Of course other shows came out on TV, like Different Strokes and you could wack it to Kimberly or Silver Spoons, A Team, Knight Rider, all of those shows had some hot girl you could ruin socks to.
The 3rd thing that happened about this same time. We went on a trip to a waterpark in Las Vegas, I started to notice how black girls had bigger butts than white girls did, but that wasnt all though, they were more round and stuck out. I grew up in a shitty small town and there werent many black girls to look at so this was a new thing for me. Sure I’ve seen a couple at school and stuff, but I’d never seen asses like this before. Hooked.