[ For Robert, and for all those young white males, who are choosing to deliberately forgo any, and all, reproductive sexuality for the advancement of racial parity! ]

I’m 23 years old. I’m healthy and fit. I think I’m reasonably good looking. I’ve never had an actual girlfriend before (except for a particularly strong ‘crush’ I once had, that I never acknowledged).

But recently that’s changed. I now have a girlfriend! She works at a place I go to frequently to have lunch, and she and I seemed to like each other, and we’ve gotten together a number of times at her apartment—and, we’ve ‘had sex’, at least sort of, by that I mean we’ve kissed; we’ve rolled around together on her bed; and I’ve even gone down on her pussy (and found that to be one of the most amazing, and enjoyable, experiences I’d ever had)—but so far, we’ve not had intercourse (or ‘fucked’, to put it more bluntly); so I guess in that sense I can still claim to be a ‘virgin!’

When I she and I first started to get to know one another, I asked her if she’d ever dated before. She had. In fact, she’d dated quite a lot of different guys; and particularly, black guys. I was immediately intrigued by that, and eventually I confided to her that I was a huge fan of interracial porn. As I said that I worried if I should have admitted that to her, but she didn’t seem bothered by that at all! “Yeah,” she said, with the funniest, and to me, very sexy, smirking-sort-of-smile, “I know a lot of guys who are into that. I mean, white guys,” she added, in order to be clear.

“Really?” I replied, curious for her to elaborate further.

“Oh yeah!” She said. “The last two white guys I dated were way, way into the whole BBC and interracial cuckolding thing!”

“Seriously?”

“Oh yeah!” She said, now smiling fully. “That stuff is SO popular!”

“Among guys?” I said.

“Yeah. Mainly among white guys, but women are into it too!”

“That’s all I ever watch,” I said, admitting it to her freely.

“It’s pretty potent stuff,” she said, apparently in agreement.

“I think I may be addicted to it!” I said, feeling less and less reluctant to be open and honest with her about my interests.

She gave a humorous chuckle, and said, still smiling: “Better than crack!”

“Yeah,” I replied, feeling curiously aroused and excited to be so open and transparent with her. With my mom, I had to be super careful to keep my porn viewing history a secret! I was enjoying being so completely free around this slightly older woman.

Over time, she and I got more and more intimate, and she answered all my questions without hesitation. Her frankness was refreshing. I came right out and asked her one time if she preferred white guys, or black guys when it came to sex; and without the slightest hesitation, she said: “Black guys definitely!”